off to perak.

this is a sad story.

nahhhhhh.

a happy one,

but at the same time sad as well.

the happy story is that my sister is in uitm, perak right now, furthering her dreams in becoming a professional photographer. i am so thrilled and glad that she actually made it after a last minute preparation for her interview few months ago.

congratulations adik!

tapi the sad thing is that, i no longer have my bestfriend here, right here in the house and she was actually my roommate, although she has her own room but she sleeps in my bed, with me.

like all siblings does, we do fight and then make up and then fight again and then make up again, do silly things, laugh over something stupid and so on.

so yeah, i am so sad and i miss her so much :'(

and for i suddenly got no mood to keep on writing about sadnessssss, why dont i just show u some pictures of my sister, going off to perak.

okay, the order of pictures are all jumbled up, not in sequence dan tidak mengikut chronology peristiwa, jauh sekali traditional plot line. hehehe.. but as usual, i am too lazy to re-arrange these pictures, so sila tengok secara suka hati.

these are her room-mate in uitm perak.

from left: tima, afiqah, my sister-fena and last but not least, wawa.

my parents and my sister (in the room)

my bro and my sis in law - abg rey and kak farah, at lumut perak.

lumut, perak

from left: my auntie cik zai, sitting in pink- my mum, in blue back there is my sis, with black tudung is my cousin ira, at the front is my cousin wawa and with shades, my sis in law, kak farah.

naik kapal atas darat, hebat kan. hehe

:)

ni saat-saat yang paling sebak, sebab masa ni adalah waktu sebelum kitorang head to KL, my dearest pok and mok (atok and nenek) cried :'( sayang ni nak lepaskan cucu pegi jauh-jauh blaja kat tempat orang. (noted that we dont have any relatives in perak)

my grandparents, aunties, sis, mummy and my cousin's daughter.

so that's it.. and now ni, my sis tengah homesick, tapi parents sudah pergi ke perak semalam, so hari ni dia dapat spend time dengan my parents. heheheh

study hard and smart adik, and dont forget to have super fun too while studying!

chak!

yuhuu..

it's been a while since my last (after a longgggggggg pause) post and luckily my cousin maryah tagged me, so yeah, now i have some modal to update. yay! thanx to maryah! hehe

1) Bekas kekasih saya adalah...
sejarah.

2) Saya sedang mendengar...
bunyi shruushhh shruushhh kipas angin in my room ( kipas laju. i don't know how to express it in words)

3) Mungkin saya patut...
mencuba nasib untuk pergi ke US dan menyertai The Biggest Loser.

4) Saya suka..
collect cute and hi-tech stationeries (never disclosed this one before have i?

5) Sahabat-sahabat saya...
ada yang palsu ada yang tulen.

6) Saya tak paham...
kenapa saya tak boleh cintakan mathematics, walaupun saya cuba.

7) Saya kehilangan...
1 kg lagi hari ini. yay!

8) Ramai yang berkata...
saya gemuk. padahal dari kecik saya memang tahu. bodoh.

10) Cinta itu adalah...
unpredictable, ada yang plastik ada yang pure.

11) Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang...
berchatting dgn boyfren melalui ym tanpa mempedulikan saya.

12) Saya akan cuba...
kuruskan badan dan akhirnya mengotakan azam saya yang telah dibuat semenjak berumur 14 tahun. (baca: sekarang 25 tahun)

13) Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud...
salah. SELAMANYA adalah satu PERKATAAN. bukannya ayat.

14) Telefon bimbit saya..
berwarna putih dan emas. oh, dan berjenama Sony Ericsson, jenama paling ngetop.


15) Bila saya terjaga...
saya akan rasa malas nak pergi kerja. tapi saya sentiasa pergi.

16) Saya paling meluat...
dengan pendengki.

17) Pesta/parti adalah...
acara yang saya pergi lebih kurang 5-7 kali je sepanjang hidup (tidak termasuk wedding feast)

18) Haiwan yang paling comel pernah saya temui...
kucing-kucing bernama tommy, gwen and petok. semua dah takde.

19) Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah...

umur dari lahir hingga 6 tahun. masa tu tak mengerti apa-apa, cuma keriangan.

20) Hari ini...
saya bahagia. thank you Allah.

21) Malam ini saya akan...
tidur. dan pukul 1.03 A.M rupanya.

22) Esok pula saya akan...
pergi kerja.

23) Saya betul² inginkan...
kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat.

24) Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini...
saya rasa comel. hahaha

25) Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan...
both. 2 2 best.

26) Makanan barat atau Jepun...
barat. SGT tidak menggemari makanan Jepun. tapi Jepun adalah first on the list setakat ni dalam kategori tempat-tempat yang teringin gila nak pergi.

27) Bilik yang terang atau gelap...
ikut kesesuaian situasi semasa.

28) Makanan segera adalah...
menggemukkan. tapi suka.

29) Ayat terakhir yang anda telah katakan pada seseorang...
bye you.

entry separa basi.

ye.

patutnya dah post entry ni lamaaaa dah. save draft and was planning to upload more pics, tapi disebabkan keadaan internet yang mcm toots, terpaksa la jugak di postkan tanpa banyak pictures.

ni cerita zaman2 cuti sekolah bulan 5 haritu.. hehehe..
mentang2 lah cuti sekolah, semua orang sibuk nak berkenduri kahwin and that includes my 3rd brother, my two besties, my officemate and some other people (relatives and parents' friends)

majlis nikah and kenduri for my bro was held in merlimau, melaka on 30th of May, 2009 which is kak farah's (yeap, my sis in law's name is also farah!) hometown. majlis kecil-kecilan saja but tahap kemeriahan yang sangat melampau siap ada karaoke oleh orang-orang kampung dan ada gerai cendol. huahua.. that was my first time i attended a wedding ceremony in melaka.

those people yang tertanya-tanya whether ada adat pelik2 sebab maklumlah orang melaka, the answer is nope. takde benda yang pelik-pelik seperti pihak lelaki kena bayar for majlis pihak perempuan or pengantin kena basuh periuk kawah after the wedding or bayar-bayar tol semua memang takda. maybe it is because kak farah's family is actully originated from kuala selangor but they make a living there in melaka. so yeah, everything were cool.

my family and my extended family from my mother's side had a blast in melaka where we get to stay in a' famosa resort and berendam dalam the bungalow's pool for like 4 hours! huhuhu..

so these are the pictures sekitar majlis.

that's it. lepaih jugak nak buat entry pasal my bro punya wedding. walaupun sket, ok la tu kan..

When the mood is back

heylow people
(though i know no one's reading since i havent update for like monthsss now)

i always thought of bringing back the spirit of blogging in me, like i used to.
i used to blog twice or even three times a day without feeling even the slightest sign of getting bored. i love to write and i love to share things with the people out there.

especially now, when i no longer have anyone special in particular to share things, stories with.
maybe i could just write again despite of my tight schedule (yer la tu farah, malas je sbenarnye)
the fact that i rarely check on my own blog, merely because i havent update, makes me think of closing it. but today's incident has trigger back my interest to check on my blog. we were having a club meeting (KESUKMA which stands for Kelab Sukan dan Kebajikan Mahkamah, if i'm not misktaken) when one of my colleague from the administration department, Ju told me that she had actually found my blog! i was like sooo embarrassed since my last post was crappy old tantrums over someone. hehehe..

so yeah, that's the story. and if anyone of you out there, especially those listed on the right, i really miss u guys!

owh, like what i've told u earlier. i like to share. and here are some pictures of my two lovelies. my niece and nephew, Iris and Aeklif.

that's my lil sister with my niece, Iris Sofea.

and here's Iris, lepaking around.

Iris and Aeklif, my thwo munchkins!

***Happy Notes.

*My brother is getting married this 30th (Saturday)

*My sister is going to UiTM Sri Iskandar this 27th of June.

have u ever wish that you could kill somebody without having to bear the sin?

seriously, i've had enough.
12 years is not a short period. if i gave birth 12 years ago, my daughter would now be able to give me a grandchild. see, how long 12 years is? in 12 years, people transforms, but not this one particular person. the one i wish i could kill, initially.

yeah i know. it may sounds like i am a person with no iman.
mind u, i do have, although i am no perfect.
but sometimes, i just feel like killing that one particular person.
you see, i am a normal human, i know what is the meaning of agony, though it was a very unfamiliar word when i was 15.

i wish i could drive to a drug dealer, buy 10 holy kgs of morphine and feed him. until he's lifeless.
until he is no longer exist.

tak payah pegi LCCT pun.

back from the gaga land. part yang ke doploh lapan.

on hiatus mode again.
will be back again soon.
(or never will)